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So Im not really feeling my workouts this week, well the ones I have done. I dont know whats going on. I feel like Im not loosing the weight and I dont feel like doing the workouts. I did have a real test this weekend and on Valentines Day. I had to work at my parents resturant. I was around pop, carbs, and chocolate. I did drink water and ate my correct portions. But I had a drink of pepsi and a few chocolate kisses. Again, I was hoping that I wouldnt like it. But I did. And I didnt have time to workout Tues or Wed. And when tonight came around, I really didnt want to do the work. But I did. And it was an ok workout. Im really needing your motivation and your inspiration!On a positive note, I told Ian that I didnt want to workout but that I didnt want to be fat more. So I worked out:)